Why do I deserve this
I tried everything. I pushed too hard. But only because I care about you. I’d do anything to have you back in my arms. It’s killing me not talking to you, not feeling the spark when our lips touch, the sweet smell of you perfume. Having you sitting next to me leaning on my shoulder. Not hearing the words I love you come out of you mouth. I’m at my lowest point. I’m at rock bottom. I’ve lost the thing that meant the most to me. I’d do anything to cuddle with you again. Id walk to the edge of the world and back. I went to hell and back for you, but I still want you. It’s the hardest thing to let go. And knowing your happy hurts the most. I’m not the greatest person in the world. I’ll try my best to be the best I can be. Ik you want space. Can’t we be together and I give you space? Why do I have to be completely gone in order for you to be happy. Why can’t we work things out. Why can’t you be with me. We were so happy together. I miss that big beautiful smile. I miss the wide eyes that twinkled at me before we would kiss. This is the hardest thing in the world. I wish I didn’t have to let go. I wish I could go back in time. I’m sorry for the fights we had, I remember when I first kissed you down by the canal by the beach. I remember teaching you how to drive a stick in the kmart parking lot. My poor car but I didn’t even care. You were a part of my life and now it’s an empty whole that’s nothing but pain. I’m sorry.
Today I sit by myself think about what happened in the past but wonder now what will happen in the future. You can’t change the past but you can write a new future.
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